I haven't been around much so I figured I'd make a quick update.
I've been going through some personal stuff, in short. My anxiety has gotten much worse (I began to become obsessive about contamination during the seven months of homelessness in 2014 and over the past year or so it's getting more intense by the month) and I may well have developed depression. Hopefully it's just nutrient deficiencies -- looking at
you, iron -- however. I'm fatigued every day, and sort of exist in a haze or fog and can barely bring myself to do anything let alone anything useful. I've had plans, decent plans, that just melted away because I couldn't... the word isn't care, but the motivation just never arose.
There are other, personal, things that I'm not going to talk about. Tl;dr, I'm tired.
I've still been arting but have had moments of being dissatisfied with it; you can see what I've been up to
here on my tumblr blog and Flight Rising
sideblog, since I haven't been posting the majority of it to dA recently. Tumblr feels more private, I suppose.
I want to get back into things but I've even become quiet and reclusive on a platform as easy to manage as tumblr.
I want to get back into everything, I want to update and post more and be more interactive, but just like with real-life things, I'm fatigued.
So, yeah, I haven't abandoned this site, I've just been trying to get my shit together!
Edit ten minutes after posting: I hope everyone's being doing well. I'm very, very, quiet these days but I sometimes drop in anyway (and/or check out how great everyone's getting with their artings) and am surprised that I'm still getting new Watchers and even a few Llama badges. I still appreciate it all and as I make progress on fixing my health hope to be less reclusive and actually start saying hi again. (OvO)/